9/11

I don’t remember the day it happened. Everyone always says “they made us go home early” i believe i was in the 1st grade though.

Of course, on every anniversary of 9/11 you have a moment of silence. Eventually I learned what 9/11 was and I thought that it was stupid we had to do it. I was young and didn’t really care cause I didn’t fully understand. But once I was in 8th grade , I just sat there while everyone else stood up during giving the “moment of silence” and I thought “why is this so serious to people? Why do we care so much?” Then last year on 9/11 , the guy on the announcements starting crying and someone else took over. It was sad. But anyway, a couple months ago i watch something on Bio or ID called “the women that was never there” (self explanatory” beside that BS I listened to the stories and it as interesting. Last night I also watched another doc and it let’s you listen to 911 calls and plane calls , it’s really interesting!

it’s so sad to know that people on the planes knew that they were going to die and just screamed and vomitted, and called their wife’s. But all while I was watching , I was wondering why hadn’t anyone attacked THEM! They’re out numbered. It’s like 40 of them against three. But just as I was thinking it , the 4th plane , the 4 people attacked them. I was glad that they actually fought. People seem to only focus on the fact that the twin towers got hit. No also the Pentagon , and the fourth plane got crashed into the ground by territorts

Omgggggg I hate fucking people like they annoy me. Stupid, ignorant, illiterate people ! Every fucking time I date someone it’s always SOMETHING! “he’s ugly” “your too cute for him” “he’s cheating on you” “I don’t like you with him” like STFU!!!!! Damnnnn I don’t care WTF you think , and damn sure don’t give a fuck how he looks ! Let me be happy ! It you was a real friend or sister you’d be happy I was happy for a change . People blow me. I can’t stand it. Leave me alone.

Who am I?

Sounds easy right? Only problem with someone having to write an essay about that is: not knowing who you are. For my English 11 class, we’re practicing writing college essay because in less than a year I’ll be applying for colleges. Every time there’s any talk about college, SAT’s, graduating, it makes me teary eyed. Because growing up scares me and it excites me at the same time. I’m excited about getting out of high school(because of all the drama and work), being free, and just that feeling of being independent. But what scares me is being alone, leaving my family, being stressed out, bills, my future period. 16 years was only the beginning. I know it’s going to get way harder. But I know later it will be worth it because of the experiences I’ll get to have and all the lessons I’ll learn. This essay is gonna be so hard to write because throughout high school I’ve changed so much so I lost who I was. Guess I’ll get started on it now….